Would someone please kill me?

Hurray, time for monthly HELL. I really, really, really, reallllllly hate cramps. I took ibp on the way to school today, two more when I got to work at 1, and I could really use another two now. I’m not going to though, as much as I’d like to. Six is the max you’re supposed to take in a day, and I hate taking the max dosage every freaking month. I’ll save it for if I need it tomorrow. I’m just hoping I won’t need to take them to get to sleep tonight. I hate pain. Especially when it’s pointless pain. I hate getting so freaking shafted in almost every single aspect of the menstruation cycle – cramps, aches, pains, heck, even timing… the only thing I don’t suffer from is mood swings, although you could argue that I do, since being in pain often makes me grouchy. Go figure.
I’m just feeling really ornery right now. I was feeling royally irked at the world earlier for some comment someone made, and then I was just feeling antagonistic towards everything for no real reason in particular. Of course, it also sucks being annoyed at having nothing to direct that annoyance at. Maybe I’ll just blame it all on Tyler. For some reason, he seems like a good target right now. Too bad I’m not still in Grade 11 German, where I just blamed everything on Randy.
*is listening to my music* Normally I like this song (Chicks Dig It) but right now it’s really annoying. The chorus happens to go “Scars heal… glory fades…Pain hurts, but only for a minute…” -_- Yeah, fuck you, Chris Cagle. Talk about a bad choice of song right about now.
…Oh good, the song changed.
I feel like destroying something. Those nice, thin pages in my English textbook look really tempting right now, but that’s too expensive. Besides, destroying stuff never seems to give me the satisfaction that I feel it should. So overrated.
I still need to do my Metaphysics reading… *sighs* Now I want to kill something even more badly. So badly I could cry. Could someone please shoot me now and put me out of my misery?
I think I’ll just go to bed… though knowing my luck right about now, the time it’ll take me to fall asleep will be measured in hours.

*closes eyes* God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the strength to change what I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
Well, g’night.